Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Counting blessings

There are a couple of things stressing me out that I know I’ve been complaining about a lot lately. Dr. Olds had adopted the motto of “Gracias a dios por un dia lindo” – thank God for a beautiful day, that every day that God has made is a beautiful day. I got to thinking, for every 3 things I can complain about, I have a dozen things to be thankful for, so why not focus on them instead? Complaining and being cynical don’t take any energy. But they also don’t get me anywhere. Life is tough and unfair but it is also ridiculously beautiful and fabulous.

Blessings I'm thankful for:

I can walk.
Not only can I walk, I can run 6 miles.
When I run I feel God’s presence.
I can see.
I can hear.
I can smell & taste & touch.
I can drive a car & ride a bike & a horse.
I can talk & dance & sing & read & write.
I can attend church without persecution.
The church I attend feeds my soul.
Jesus Christ has given his life for my freedom and there’s nothing I can do to make him love me more or less.
Satan doesn’t win; love wins.
In all things God works for the good of those who love him.
God loves me even when I fail at life, which is daily.
I have a house over my head with air conditioning and heat and a fridge full of food.
I don’t ever have to worry about where my next meal is coming from.
I have access to clean water.
My parents let me have my own room.
My parents let me drive my own car.
I have not just one change of clean clothes, but a closest full of clothes.
My parents have spent thousands on doctor visits and medicine for me.
I wasn’t aborted.
My parents love me and each other and are still happily married.
My sister is marrying the love of her life.
My parents have paid for two rounds of braces for me.
My parents have paid for my college education at a very fine college.
It is sunny outside.
My family has a cute dog named Lucy.
My family has 86 acres out in Fernvale that we call “the farm.”
Each member of my family and each one of my friends are reasons.
I live in Brentwood/Nashville.
I have incredible college roommates.
Furman’s campus is incredibly beautiful.
I have a good internship in the mayor’s office.
I have minus 4 weeks left of summer (good that it’s coming to a close, and good that there’s still some time).
Books by John Elderedge and C.S. Lewis.
Music, especially piano & violin, & saxophone in the winter.
Little fluffy dogs exist and one day I’ll have one of my own.
I’ve been to some pretty cool places – Colorado, Arizona, California, Nevada, Florida, Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi, Louisiana, Illinois, Greece, France, Italy, England, Scotland, Austria, Germany, Puerto Rico, the Bahamas, Jamaica, South Carolina, North Carolina, Washington, Washington DC, New York, New Hampshire.
Sometimes you’re behind, sometimes you’re ahead, but in the end, the race is only with yourself.

4 weeks left



Well yesterday marked the 4 week countdown. 4 weeks left at home until I go back to Furman. I won't say why, but for some reason when I heard this song today I thought it described some of my sentiments of living at home this summer.

Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights

Monday, July 28, 2008

i love smiling!


The parking attendants at the Public Square garage asked me a few weeks ago why I’m always smiling when I drive up in the morning.

Buddy the Elf says it best: “I love smiling! Smiling’s my favorite!”

I didn’t say that, but I kind of wish I had.

I remember during sorority recruitment how many girls remark that many potential members “always had a smile on their face.” While I fully support not pretending to be happy when you’re not feeling it, I also think smiling positively affects the climate around you.

I read in a story about a lady whose eyes kept people at whatever distance she chose - it's the non verbal communication which draws you in or keeps ya back. When people are smiling it's hard for them not to exude a warmth and kindness.

It is not fitting, when one is in God's service, to have a gloomy face or a chilling look. -- St. Francis of Assisi

Summer reading: one more reason why i love summer


John Eldredge is a champ. I just finished his book The Sacred Romance, which he co-authored with Brent Curtis. I’ve also read his books Waking the Dead & Wild at Heart, and Captivating, which he co-authored with his wife Staci.

I loved this book. There is so much to it, so many little poignant stories and lessons which “invite us to see what God is doing behind the scenes of our lives to woo us to Himself,” as one author said.

Eldredge’s exploration of Satan makes me want to revisit C.S. Lewis’ The Screwtape Letters. Love comes from God (1 John 4:7), so Satan’s main objective is to keep us from knowing this love. Clive Staples (C.S. Lewis) and I have already reconnected; last night started reading The Four Loves, which unpacks Liking/Affection, Friendship, Eros, & Charity kinds of love.

Summer reading: one more reason why I love summer.

Here are some of my favorite quotes from The Sacred Romance:

To pray is to descend with the mind into the heart and there to stand before the face of the Lord ever present all-seeing within you

If we allow our mind simply to listen we perhaps begin to hear our heart speak. It says, “I am so weary, so lost. I have no energy to redeem myself. How I long for rest." Our mind hears these words and realizes its no use to ask God to give us the energy to make it back over the cliff over which we have fallen. We need the Good Shepherd to come and get us. If we allow our heart to give our mind the words to pray we say, “Jesus, help me. All my lovers have failed me. Forgive me. I cannot quench my thirst. Give me the water of life.”

Hope is for the soul what breathing is for the living organism.

If for all practical purposes we believe that this life is our best shot at happiness, if this is as good as it gets, we will live as desperate, demanding, and eventually despairing men and women. We will place a burden on this world it was never intended to bear.

Dullness, not doubt, is the strongest enemy of faith just as indifference, not hate, is the strongest enemy of love.

We do not merely want to see beauty, though, God knows, even that is bounty enough. We want something else which can hardly be put into words – to be united with the beauty we see, to pass into it, to receive it into ourselves, to bathe in it, to become part of it – CS Lewis, The Weight of Glory

My journey today will bring me closer to home; it may just be around the bend

Awakened souls are often disappointed, but our disappointment can lead us onward, actually increasing our desire and lifting it towards its true passion

Each of us, Christians included, is oppressed directly and specifically…this is the enemy’s first deception: “I am not here. It’s just you struggling with these things.”

Most of us, perhaps, live in not a terribly evil place in the moralistic sense of the word. We simply live where busyness, or apathy, or struggle with circumstances that won’t change occupies most of our energy. And the enemy is perfectly happy to keep us in such a place practicing our religion. We are already defeated.

Once we take him seriously, [Satan] switches from his tactic of “I’m not here” to one of us having to worry about him.

As Beelzebub from John Milton’s Paradise Lost said, “Drive them as we were driven,/ The puny Habitants, or if not drive,/ Seduce them to our Party, that their God may prove their foe.”

Satan’s desire is to keep us away from communion with God. He doesn’t care how he does it.

I know where I’ll be next year…


No, I’m not talking about post grad plans.

I’ll be living in Furman’s Office of Career Services. They already know me by name by now, but with the job market being not so hot, I’m going to need all the help I can get.

Right now I’m thinking I’d like to get a job after graduation, postponing law school so the loans won’t seem so daunting. Apparently there aren’t too many jobs to be found. I knew this, but this article just confirmed my fears.

But if Obama is elected President, he will have saved the U.S. economy long before May rolls around so I have nothing to worry about.

College graduates can't put degrees to work
Hopes are on hold in down job market
By WENDY LEE • Staff Writer • July 28, 2008
When Kenny Lyons graduated seven months ago with degrees in finance and real estate from the University of Mississippi, he had plans to work as a broker raking in lucrative commissions at a real estate firm.
Instead, in an economy weakened by severe blows dealt by both banking and real estate, Lyons finds himself waiting tables at Nashville's Watermark Restaurant, earning about $35,000 a year — not bad, but hardly the hefty post-graduation paycheck he may have been hoping for.
"It's definitely frustrating," said Lyons, 23. "People ask me what I'm doing now. And, you know, I'm waiting tables. That's not exactly what you want to say once you graduate college."
The declining job market is taking its toll on college graduates like Lyons.Job prospects haven't looked this bad in at least five years, some economists said, as companies are cutting back on positions. Unemployment in Tennessee stands at 6.5 percent, a full percentage point above the national average.
"It's going to get worse," said Bill Fletcher, director of Middle Tennessee State University's Career and Employment Center. "Those who are having the most trouble are those who are just entering the job search."
Vanderbilt University and Middle Tennessee State University students landed fewer jobs by graduation compared with a year ago, career center officials said. And jobs in banking, where college graduates once commanded good starting salaries, have cut entry-level positions, analysts said.
Companies nationwide said they are offering 17 percent fewer entry-level jobs to graduates this year compared with the previous year, according to the online employment database MonsterTRAK. One silver lining is that the anticipated average starting salary for 2008 graduates is $39,500, up from last year's average of $36,000, MonsterTRAK said.
In Nashville, fewer jobs are being added to employer payrolls. The area added 7,440
jobs during the first half of 2008, a marked contrast to the 26,020 added during the same period in 2007, according to the latest Tennessee state labor report.
"You have to think with the unemployment rate rising, if they haven't found a job now, it's not going to get any easier," said MTSU economist David Penn, who called this the worst job market for graduates since 2003. "It's going to get more difficult."
Not all schools have reported declines. University of Tennessee-Knoxville, among other schools, said it has not seen an impact on its students at this point.
For his part, Lyons hasn't given up. He has made about 30 inquiries for jobs at banks or as a broker at real estate firms. He estimates that he's been turned down at least 10 times because of a lack of openings, but Lyons says he doesn't count those as rejections.
Instead, he chalks them up to networking experiences, setting aside notes he has prepared before interviews to revisit later.
"I've had a little interest, but nothing ever panned out to a job offer so far," Lyons said. "It's pretty unfortunate, the timing."
Debts grow; jobs shrink
The lack of jobs comes at a time when more college students are taking on debt to pay for the rising costs of higher education. About 42 percent of the state's graduating students carry student loans, with Tennessee's average student loan debt at $19,549 in 2006, according to a report by New York-based Demos, a public policy research and advocacy organization.
In the last five years, tuition rates in the U.S. have climbed 35 percent, with the average at a four-year public university costing $5,836, the report said.
On top of that, people ages 18 to 24 carry an average of $2,305 in credit card debt, Demos said.
Eric Williams, a 2007 graduate of Tennessee State University, has racked up several thousand dollars in credit card debt. He accumulated most of it in his senior year, he said, thinking he could pay it off once he got a job.
But the tightening job market has left the computer-science major still searching for a job in his field. He applied for 50 jobs, mostly in computer programming at companies like IBM and Raytheon Co., but employers said he didn't have enough work experience.
So, he settled for a part-time job answering customer service calls for SunTrust Bank. Instead of earning at least $40,000 a year as a computer programmer, Williams, 24, now earns half that.
"There was a time a bachelor's was all you needed," Williams said.
Meanwhile, Richard B. Wilhite, who graduated from Middle Tennessee State University in 2007, is stuck at the same job he had while in school — selling apparel for "346" Brooks Brothers at CoolSprings Galleria in Franklin.
"For a while there, I was upset about it," Wilhite said. "I just kind of came to accept the fact that's what I have to do to survive."
According to data from the Economic Policy Institute, a Washington, D.C.-based think tank, the wage premium on a bachelor's degree — the difference between what a worker holding a bachelor's degree earns versus someone with a high school diploma — has stayed relatively flat since 2001.
Workers carrying bachelor's degrees earn an average of $26.51 an hour, compared with workers with high school diplomas, who earn $15.01 an hour, according to the institute's data.
Employers get choosy
Meanwhile, some employers are becoming more selective about the degrees they require, making it more difficult for those with just a bachelor's to compete, said Lawrence Mishel, the institute's president.
"Employers are requiring more credentials, in part, because they can get people with those credentials without paying a whole lot of money," Mishel said. "Getting a college degree is no longer a surefire recipe for growing wages and good benefits."
As a result, more college graduates are considering graduate school as a way to gain more education and wait for better job conditions. In addition, test preparation companies said they are seeing an uptick in enrollment to prepare for graduate school admissions exams.
Patrick Saale graduated in May from the University of Tennessee-Knoxville with a major in finance, which typically commands an average salary above $41,700 a year. Saale thought he'd land a job as a home lending officer, but months before he graduated, the housing market declined and national banks began cutting positions.
"Within a semester of graduating, all that happened — bam, I'm stuck in it," said Saale, who lives in Kingston Springs. "I couldn't really help that I picked finance. … It scared the hell out of me."
Saale said even his two finance-related internships didn't help him land a job. Instead, he plans to begin attending Vanderbilt University's Owen Graduate School of Management this fall to earn a master of science in finance, as he waits out the tough market and gains more skills.
But even a graduate degree doesn't guarantee a job. Joi Chatman, who graduated with a master's in business administration from Belmont University in December, said she applied for a job in brand management at Macy's in Nashville earlier this year, never to hear back. Ditto for the job she applied for as a T.J. Maxx clerk to earn extra cash.
Analysts said college graduates might have a hard time getting part-time work because employers fear graduates will leave for greener incomes once landing their ideal job.
"I didn't get an interview," Chatman, 30, said. "I didn't get a chance."

Boy, that sure was a downer. A more positive post to follow, for sure...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Face to face

This is the hope we look forward to that has become a reality for our dear Dr. Olds -- He is now face to face with God.

Job 19:25-27
I know that my Redeemer lives,
and that in the end he will stand upon the earth.
And after my skin has been destroyed,
yet in my flesh I will see God;
I myself will see him
with my own eyes—I, and not another
.
How my heart yearns within me!

I also like this translation:

But I know my living Redeemer,
and He will stand on the dust at last.
Even after my skin has been destroyed,
yet I will see God in my flesh.
I will see Him myself;
my eyes will look at [Him], and not as a stranger
.
My heart longs within me.

As 1 COR. 13:12 says, "Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."

Don't stop thinking about tomorrow
Don't stop loving radically
Don't stop making disciples intentionally
Don't stop serving others compassionately

Dr. Olds' prayer for his life was "in my life Lord, be glorified."

What an incredible man, an incredible example of faith, an incredible example of God's love and truth.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Dr. Olds is home

Dr. Olds is home.
Dr. Olds is healed.
Dr. Olds is whole.
Dr. Olds is face to face with God.

Someone posted this on his website:

Death is nothing at all. I have slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed, at the little joke we enjoyed together. Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect, without trace of shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant, it tis the same as it ever was, there is an unbroken continuity. What is death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner.
ALL IS WELL.
- Canon Henry Scott Holland (1847-1918)


This is from the blog of Greg Surratt, pastor of Seacoast Church in Greenville:
The best sermon I've ever heard
I attended a funeral yesterday.
You don't usually enjoy funerals, at least I don't. They're about grief, heartbreak, sorrow, shock, loss, pain... not the types of things you anticipate and look forward too, much less get much joy out of. You don't know what to say to the family...you feel awkward even trying. Funerals are endured not enjoyed.
Yesterday's funeral had all of that, but it also had a surprising element of joy.
It was the funeral for the wife of my friend Larry Burgbacher. By all accounts she was an amazing lady...pastors wife, mother, friend, leader of women...tragically taken in a car wreck two blocks from her home. Just 54 years old...the same age as my mother when she left us so soon.
Her 3 children, each involved in ministry...two in other countries, gave moving testimonies to the value that she brought to their home. Through their tears they opened a window for us into the woman they knew as mom.
I scanned the program to see who would bring the message of comfort for the family and friends and was surprised to see that Larry would be the preacher at the funeral of his wife. My mind was flooded with thoughts: How difficult would that be? How will he hold up? Could I do it?...I didn't even want to go there.
Can I tell you...it was the best message I've ever heard.
He began by establishing the obvious...there were many capable candidates to deliver the sermon that day. Friends in ministry, mentors, each who would have been honored to have been asked and would have no doubt done a good job. But, he said, he knew a secret that none of us were privy too. On more than one occasion she had let him know that he was her favorite preacher. Armed with that knowledge, how could he not be the one to speak at this, her final service in the church they had led together for the past 24 years.
It was in that moment that I abandoned every effort at dignity and wiped my eyes and rapidly running nose on the sleeve of the suit I was wearing, reserved mainly for occasions like this.
He said that for the first two days after her death he was in a fog, not knowing if he could bear the pain, and crying out to God with questions...Why? Why now?...knowing that the answers may be hidden until eternity. Then he thought about the roles she played for him, their family, and the church. She prayed for him, encouraged him, cheered them on, was a role model for the women in the community. Who would do that now?
On the third day he got his answer and the peace that comes with it.
She would. She would continue to fill the roles.
God showed him that she was now a part of the mighty cloud of witnesses referred to in Hebrews, and that her role in heaven was simply an expanded version of what she did on earth. She was now free to do more perfectly what she had attempted in this dimension. She would continue to be the intercessor for their family, the one cheering them on until the work is complete.
I guess I knew that...but I had forgotten. Its easy to forget when you get fuzzy about where your treasure is...where your final home is located. We miss them, but somehow they haven't missed a thing.
Larry kept his composure pretty well ...until close to the end. He told us about celebrating their wedding anniversary the previous weekend. He held her in his arms as they took a trip down memory lane, visiting the highlights of 34 years together...not knowing that that chapter of their lives was coming to an end. Then he quoted us Yankee great Lou Gehrig upon his announcement to his fans that he had ALS and would have to retire from baseball - "When you have a wife who has been a tower of strength and shown more courage than you dreamed existed, that's the finest I know. People say I've been given a bad break, but today I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of the Earth. I've got an awful lot to live for."
At that point we all lost it along with our heart broken friend...each of us quietly wondering if we would have had the strength to do what he had just done...hoping that we would never face a moment like this.
Yesterday I felt joy in a sad place as I was reminded of the foundations of my faith by a man who'd had his shaken. I think it is probably what the Apostle Paul meant when he said that we mourn, but not as those without a hope.

One of my favorite birthdays EVER

This birthday was by far one of the best and maybe I say that every year, but it was really really awesome. I took the day off from my internship & slept in ‘til 8:30-9ish. To my delight there were only a few clouds (opposed to the forecasted thunderstorms) and I decorated out by the pool tying pink and green tulle around the columns, green tulle surrounded by a pink boa on the table, pink tulle around the bar, a big pink “A” and two crosses on the bar and the CD party favors for my guests with bows around them on the bar. I had a great workout on the elliptical and sat out by the pool with my pink ipod and had a glass of Chardonnay under a gloriously sunny sky. As roommate Mandy would say, perfection. I floated in the pool and Mr. Clint joined me and we made mimosas – mmm. He left to get ready and once I got out of the shower my AMAZING friend since middle school Megan Flynn arrived. I adore her. Soon my other party guests arrived – Bridgette, who announced the arrival of the trolley, Lauren Huddleston, and Clint – all wearing pink! Yaaaay. Mike arrived and mom took pictures before we loaded up on the trolley! There was plenty of room and poles for dancing. It was playing the songs I requested – Any way you want it by Journey & Get Jiggy With it by Will Smith to name a few. We danced and danced. It took us downtown to Rumba and back. Megan and I got in the hot tub and chatted and had a slumber party.

I had a ball. I had so much fun. It was so awesome. A certain parent of mine still can’t get over the fact that I’m old enough to drink and gave me disapproving looks, but I wasn’t out of control. The combo of adrenaline, alcohol, being surrounded by some of my favorite people, and dancing on a freakin’ trolley had me feeling like I was on top of the world! It was everything a birthday should be – an absolute blast! It was the 21st birthday celebration I never had, one year delayed.

21st birthday – it was on a Sunday. I went to the Sonshine home concert and to Mazatlan and had sangria and a margarita. Out of control, I know.

20th – Travis, Brittany, and Katie drove in for the weekend to share my birthday with me. This is one of my favorite days ever. They got in late Friday night and Saturday morning we woke up, swam in the pool, and headed out to the farm. We all wore hats – cowboy hats and sun hats. It had rained the night before and was a perfect temperature – lower 70s and sunny. Ammmmazing. We went up on the Natchez Trace Bridge and out to the farm. Brittany took some beautiful pictures of the farm that we treasure now because they show the pre-tornado state.

19th – I was on Sonshine choir tour in Chicago and was able to share it with some of my best friends – Robin, Jeremy, & Megan Hassall.

18th- I cannot remember for the life of me what I did. Summer before senior year. Hm. I remember what Kat did – who could forget that one – we went to a dance club.

17th – Yea, drawing another blank. I might have been working on the actual day, but this was the birthday I got my ruby ring.
16th – I was in Paris!!!! Went to Europe with my mom and sister. We went to the Eiffle Tour and my sister fixed my hair and we sang Moulin Rouge songs on our way from England to France.

15th – I’m pretty sure this was my farm party. I had a group of friends out to the farm and my mom made us dinner. We went up on the Natchez Trace Bridge and have funny pictures in shopping carts at Kroger and I’m pretty sure we went swimming in the pond at night. Robin, Lindsay Netterville, Megan Flynn, Seth, Ryan, and maybe Ford were there for sure.

14th – Summer after 8th grade. I remember what Robin did for her birthday – we went to Opry Mills – but cannot remember my own. Hm.

13th – I was in the Grand Tetons with my family. I remember I had lamb for dinner in a lodge with a gorgeous view.

Yea, my memory is failing me. I’ve had ponies at a birthday party and one of those blow up things you jump in and I think even slip n slides. My cakes have always been special & usually decked out with my obsession du jour – 101 Dalmatians, Wizard of Oz. Last year we got an ice cream cake. Those are SO good. I’d forgotten how good ice cream cakes are. One birthday I had a slumber party and we pretended to be ice skaters – this must have been what I did for my 18th. We have home videos of me probably around age 5 opening presents and my sister Natalie is commentating on everything and I look overwhelmed. She’s like “ooohh Allison open this one, this is nice, want me to open it for you, look Allison” – and I just sit there as she examines my presents and I think opens some for me.

Monday, July 21, 2008

birthday birthday birthday





I will be 22 on the 22nd. That's what Robin calls a magic birthday. They only happen once. And mine's tomorrow. And it's going to be AWESOME. I mean, MAGICAL.

I JUST confirmed the trolley will be rolling up to my house at 6:30 tomorrow to take us to RUMBA on West End. I simply cannot WAIT for my birthday festivities!!

This morning I told the mayor's senior advisor Hershell Warren it was my birthday tomorrow and that I was considering taking the day off and he told me I definitely should -- fiiine, if you insist, Hershell. Decided, done. That way I can make up the work next week on Thursday on the second day of a court case I'll be attending (usually I don't come in on Thursdays but now I will, for good reason!).

Tomorrow Clint's going to join me poolside -- well, it's supposed to rain, but regardless, I want to get some champagene and chardonnay and float in the pool. Then I'll get ready and wear my PINK dress from pi kapp formal except cover over those memories with new happy ones! "Love covers over all wrongs," Prov 10:12 says. Yes, yes it does.

I'm going to look through the decorations tonight, but I am thinking about making party favors for my guests. The crew will arrive, friends from all walks of life:

Bridgette Kelleher, the roommate of 2, going on 3 years, tri delt sister, and life consultant,

Megan Flynn, my friend since middle school, partner in crime, darling darling love,

Lauren Huddleston, whose parents knew my parents in med school and has given me some of my favorite jams and favorite memories,

Natalie Renfro, my one and only sister, nat splat, the delicate flower,

Mike Morosi, the future brother in law,

and last but not least, John Clinton Wickles, whom I already mentioned, friend in middle school, boyfriend material now, my sunshine!

I asked the guests to wear pink because it's my favorite color. Clint made the "Allison Renfro 22 polkadot" logo. I love it!

Something Loca would do



Curious Cat Gets Stuck In Mason Jar
Firefighters Lube Jar, Guide Cat's Head Out

POSTED: 8:39 am CDT July 21, 2008

VANCOUVER, Wash. -- Curiosity didn't kill Ralph the cat, but it did get the feline stuck in a tight situation Sunday.

Two men arrived at Vancouver Fire Station 85 on Sunday with a cat whose head was trapped in a Mason jar, reported television station KPTV in Portland, Ore.

Firefighters said the men came home from a weekend camping trip to find their cat, named Ralph, stuck in the jar.

After some troubleshooting, firefighters decided to lube up the jar. They then guided Ralph's head out.

The cat wasn't hurt, but it remains a mystery how his head got in the jar. The men weren't sure how long the cat had been stuck.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Carry one another?





Whoa dude. I haven’t blogged in a while. I was really tired after running the 6 mile loop this evening and almost went to sleep at 9:30 but appaaaaarently a second wind has kicked in. Where did this weekend go?? Starting on Thursday, there have been fun evening activities which leaves not a lot of time to read or have processing time.

Thursday I went to go see Idina Menzel (the original Elphiba from Wicked, original Maureen from Rent) for free with John Clinton at TPAC. I had won tickets off News Channel 2’s website. Didn’t know what to expect, but she put on a GREAT show. She’s hilarious and extreeeeeemely talented. I freaked out a bit when she sang “No day but today” from Rent and when she ended the show with Defying Gravity. After the show we made our way back to the parking garage that’s past the public square. There are some fountains and reflecting pools and they were all lit up so I had to kick off my shoes and run through them and Clint was a good sport while I splashed about.

Friday I worked and visited with my roommate Jessie over at Bridgette’s place then met Clint back at my house to go see THE DARK KNIGHT on opening night which I believe we discussed doing before we were even dating maybe? Anyways, I enjoyed it. I’m not about to give a movie review, but I liked it! A must-see summer flick. Wow that was a lame review.

Saturday was roomie day in Nashville! We went window shopping and to vintage stores, one of my favorite restaurants/hangout spots (Jackson’s) and had one of my favorite meals (spinach wrap with portabella, provolone, and avocado mmmmmm) then went to this popsicle place for the freshest fruitiest popsicles ever then sat and chatted at the Frothy Monkey, a coffee house. GREAT day. And great night. Clint went swing dancing with me!! His church holds lessons every 1st and 3rd Saturdays, and when we first got there they were doing tango lessons. Fortunately they did switch to swing dancing, but we did learn the basic tango step (singular – step haha). Hopefully we will retain the swing dancing moves for Megan’s wedding in less than 2 weeks. Youtube may offer a nice refresher as well. Afterwards we went to meet Bridgette’s roommate Jessie and celebrate her engagement. Great celebratory bash, great company, great bowl of punch.

What did I even do today? Church. Popsicles with Clint (we see each other often, it’s nice) and the roommates, then the roommates got to see the farm! Then I read and journaled (Microsoft Word says journaled is not a word hmmp) outside for a bit and swam, went running, visited with my parents, read some more and here I am. At the computer. Blogging.

The one thing I wanted to blog about was the scripture read in church today:

Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit—just as you were called to one hope when you were called— one Lord, one faith, one baptism; one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all. – Ephesians 4:2-6


See, this verse cut right to something I knew needed addressing. God has a way of doing that, of convicting and providing guidance. My prayers have been for my relationships at home – how can I be a better daughter, sister, member of this family?

Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.

That’s how. But even better, the lady in church misread the verse. She said “be patient, bearing one another in love” – reading right over the “with.” I like the implications of that because “bearing with one another” seems to implicate tolerate each other, like how some people say “bear with me” if they are telling a long pointless story or a bad joke (I apparently tell bad jokes, but I don’t preface it with bear with me). But, “bear one another” reminds me of the verses of bearing each other’s burdens.

Sometimes the burdens aren’t what need to be carried, it’s the person bearing them. I know there are times I’ve needed God to carry me through, which sometimes manifests itself in the incredible support from my dear family and friends – emotionally, or even physically. From being on the receiving end I know how nice it is to be in arms that will not fail though my own strength had temporally given out and hope I can “carry” someone through a time of need. So maybe this is a stretch, but this verse took on a new meaning for me – carry one another, be the kind of friend mentioned in this song:

You find out who your friends are
Somebody's gonna drop everything
Run out and crank up their car
Hit the gas, get there fast
Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far'
They just show on up with their big old heart
You find out who your friends are

Jeremy and his dad “carried” me after I had a wreck. It was the unnecessary, over the top incredible gesture of love and support that reflects God’s heart towards his children in need. He doesn’t just give us a pitying gaze but RUNS to our rescue, pursues us relentlessly, considers the costs and the enemy involved and fights anyway even to the death, carries us and provides the strength to stand.

Thanks to biblegateway.com, I had to see if the misquote was close to any other translations. It wasn’t, really. But it still strikes a chord with me anyway.

making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. –New Living Translation (hmm)
accepting one another in love, - Holman Christian Standard Bible(I like accepting more than bearing with)
showing tolerance for one another in love, -- New American Standard (boooo – tolerance. Tolerance isn’t love. Love is love)
supporting each other in charity – Wycliffe New Testament(now, that’s more like it…supporting each other…)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Precious



I saw a facebook bumper sticker with this scene from Love Actually so I just had to find it & watch it during my lunch break. The "perfect" scene.

The spell i'm under




Dancing in the dark middle of the night
Taking your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch touching my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again

Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together,
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed,
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under,
Oh it's your love
It's your love, it's your love, it's your love

Sunday, July 13, 2008

You are on our side



Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning. Psalm 30:5

Um, that was fast. I feel so much better. It’s a new day, a new week. Experiencing God’s presence (facilitated by church this morning) has a way of refreshing me unlike anything else, more so than anything else, and I feel the joy of His presence restored to me once again. There were physical clouds still looming in the sky this morning, but I felt God dissolving the clouds/sadness of my heart so His light could burst through and reach me, just like the hymn that was sung today declares:

Melt the clouds of sin and sadness, drive the dark of doubt away. Giver of immortal gladness, fill us with the light of day!

I know everything is going to be alright because my hope is in Him and he will not leave me. He could just be silent and leave me here, but no, He grants me the gift of His presence.

You sit at the table with the wounded and the poor
You laugh and share stories with the thief and the whore
When You could just be silent and leave us here to die
Still, You sent Your Son for us
You are on our side
Still, You sent Your Son for us
You are on our side

-Bethany Dillon

And, this was in the church bulletin this morning that I proceeded to tape in the front of my journal:

The risen, living Christ calls us by our name;
Comes to the loneliness within us;
Heals that which is wounded within us;
Comforts that which grieves within us;
Release us from that which has dominion over us;
Cleanses us of that which does not belong to us;
Renews that which feels drained within us;
Awakens that which is asleep within us;
Names that which is still formless within us;
Empowers that which is newborn within us;
Consecrates and guides that which is strong within us;
Restores us to this world which needs us;
Reaches out in endless love to others through us.
The risen, living Christ calls us by our name. – Flora Slosson Wuellner

With a God like that, yeah, I am in good hands.

And, as icing on the cake, my friend who shares my love for Shawn Mullins’ Rockabye (“everything’s gonna be alright, rockabye”) – the song I was thinking about before bed – left me messages late last night that I discovered this morning that made me really really happy. My friends are the greatest and make me excited to go back to Furman where I tend to get by with a lil help from my friends.

Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings

Saturday night is over and I can’t sleep. I took a nap during the storm out on the screen door porch earlier this evening. The rain and thunder and lightening were all around but I was safe and peaceful, with a strong hand to hold and a shoulder to rest my head, so sleep came easily. He’s adorable. All of a sudden this week it’s like it finally registered with me that I will be leaving him in less than 2 months and I’m not taking it so well. If anyone has advice on how to make separation from someone you care about easier please let me know because I am at a loss as to what to do. This is…really difficult. Something I tried doing was seeing him as much as possible this week I guess to compensate but you can’t force these things and I sensed my sense of urgency was overwhelming so I’ll try just giving him space, chilling out, letting things flow. These first two songs brought me to tears and the third is a reminder of how sweet he is and how easy it was to fall for him. It’s been so wonderful and I’m not ready for it to be over. Yeah. (sigh) I need a hug.

Hold you in my arms – Ray Lamontagne, a link to a youtube video with absolutely precious images

When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears
It was easy to see you'd been crying
Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns
But who really profits from the dying
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions
My worried mind that you quiet

Place your hands on my face
Close my eyes and say
That love is a poor man's food
Don't prophesize
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
So now we see how it is
This fist begets the spear
Weapons of war
Symptoms of madness
Don't let your eyes refuse to see
Don't let your ears refuse to hear
Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness

I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever


When you come back down – Nickel Creek
You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
Take every chance you dare,
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down


Never gonna leave – Colbie Caillat
I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby if i was your lady
I would make you happy
I'm Never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby i will be your lady
I am going crazy for you
And so i found a state of mind
Where i could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

*Allison's Picks*

My friend Mary is coming to Nashville and asked what I would recommend she see or do.
Here were my top 6 suggestions in no paticular order:

1. Parthenon/ Centennial Park
2. (Tie) Loveless Café or Pancake Pantry
4. Sudekum Planetarium
5. The Frist
5. Hit up Broadway (honkytonk bars – no in-depth description necessary, just a bunch of neon and country music, the heart of Nashville)

About the Parthenon
The Parthenon stands proudly as the centerpiece of Centennial Park, Nashville's premier urban park. The re-creation of the 42-foot statue Athena is the focus of the Parthenon just as it was in ancient Greece. The building and the Athena statue are both full-scale replicas of the Athenian originals. Originally built for Tennessee's 1897 Centennial Exposition, this replica of the original Parthenon in Athens serves as a monument to what is considered the pinnacle of classical architecture. The plaster replicas of the Parthenon Marbles found in the Naos are direct casts of the original sculptures which adorned the pediments of the Athenian Parthenon, dating back to 438 B.C. The originals of these powerful fragments are housed in the British Museum in London. The Parthenon also serves as the city of Nashville's art museum. The focus of the Parthenon's permanent collection is a group of 63 paintings by 19th and 20th century American artists donated by James M. Cowan.

Loveless Cafe
Located on Highway 100 in Nashville Tennessee at the Northern Terminus of the Natchez Trace Parkway, the Loveless Cafe remains unchanged in the quaint country charm and good cooking that has made it a landmark in the South since its doors opened over half a century ago.
Nationally acclaimed and frequented by celebrities, world travelers and local appetites alike, the Loveless Cafe serves up award-winning country ham and red eye gravy, real Southern-fried chicken, and Nashville's favorite scratch biscuits with homemade preserves cooked right in the kitchen. The Loveless story has been told the world over, from Gourmet Magazine and Bon Appetit to U.S. News and World Report, CBS Television, and People Magazine. Come discover Loveless for yourself, and experience Southern dining and hospitality at their best.

Pancake Pantry
A Nashville staple located on 21st Ave in Hillsboro Village, a neat little strip I really like with unique shops (Pangea & Posh), cafes (Fidos), & restaurants (Jacksons).

The new Sudekum Planetarium
At the center of the new Sudekum Planetarium is the GOTO Chiron optical star projector that fills the dome with more than 6.5 million stars (the previous star ball projected 2,500). This breathtakingly realistic night sky is combined with a Digistar 3, high-definition, full-dome system that projects images and animations of the wonders of the universe from horizon to horizon. No other planetarium in the country offers the seamless integration of these two technologies. The gently sloping seating and powerful 5.1 surround sound system give the visitors to the Sudekum a unique, immersive and exhilarating experience. Learn more about the new planetarium technology here.The Sudekum Planetarium's inaugural show is called STARS. STARS is an original production narrated by actor Mark Hamill. Adventure Science Center has been working with National Space Centre in Leicester, England, to create this stunning 26-minute show exploring the powerhouses of the universe and man’s relationship with the night sky throughout history. Part of the “STARS” soundtrack is performed by The Nashville Symphony, conducted by Albert-George Schram, Resident conductor. “STARS” is made possible, in part, by a gift from SunTrust Bank, Inc.

Frist Center for the Visual Arts
Saw an exhibit on Picasso & Dali earlier this summer and will be attending "Frist Fridays" later this month: Frist Fridays has become one of Nashville’s most popular summertime activities, and it’s back for another year with the inaugural event scheduled on May 30. Make plans to join your friends and fellow Frist Center members in the Turner Courtyard for live entertainment, great art, cash bars, and complimentary hors d’oeuvres under the stars. The festivities start at 6:00 p.m. and conclude at 9:00 p.m. It’s the best way to start the weekend.

These are a few of my favorite things...



These are a few of my favorite things about summertime! Ah, sweet summer treats:



-riding in convertibles (and being with person pictured in convertible)
-having bridgette in town
-Loca & LU
-being able to run the 6 mile brentwood loop again
-going out on the town
-acai-blueberry-pomegranate vitamin water
-the pool and garden at my home

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Yesterday summed up in movie quotes



I had watched Enchanted the night before with Clint, Lucy, and Loca.

When Giselle is lost in NYC she meets an old man and says that if be could give her a smile or a friendly hello it would lift her spirits immensely.

When domestic tension reared its ugly head, Clint and Bridgette lifted my spirits immensely.

(As Bethany Dillon sings, “I just hung up the phone. You have a way of changing my day)

I was also reminded of something said by my favorite Enchanted character Prince Edward. There’s a scene where Nancy, Robert’s girlfriend, meets Edward, Giselle’s Prince. Edward introduces Giselle as something like “and this beautiful lady is the love of my life.” Nancy loves it. She responds with something like “that was romantic, so straightforward, not a hint of irony.” I heard this old Savage Garden song yesterday and it struck me as something Prince Edward would have written. No beating around the bush, no “hey we should see where things go, I think I could make you happy.”

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

Another movie quote I was thinking of yesterday that I’m not going to butcher is from Legally Blonde.

My dad was talking to me about law school. He was like, “Do you really want to go to law school? How many nice lawyers do you know? Sure, there are some, but many lawyers are so litigious in everything they say and there are a lot of @$$hole lawyers.” So, a roundabout compliment of saying the stereotype is not exactly a profile that fits me. Elle Woods' dad said it better: “Oh, sweetheart, you don’t need law school. Law school is for people who are boring and ugly and serious. And you, button, are none of those things.”

Monday, July 7, 2008

"the quickest and most efficient way to create chaos"

I got this from the website of Steve Gill, arguably Tennessee's best and most influential talk show personalities.

PERHAPS WE SHOULD BE MORE ENGLISH.

“The first thing we do, let’s kill all the lawyers” is one of the most often quoted lines from any of Shakespeare’s plays. It comes from Henry VI. It is also seldom, if ever, quoted in context.

The speaker in the play is NOT someone frustrated with the excesses of an overly legalistic and litigious society who is seeking a creative (though violent) route to establishing sanity in a system gone awry. Instead, it is an anarchist who recognizes that the quickest and most efficient way to create chaos and tyranny was to eliminate the lawyers. It may also have been one of the first lawyer jokes -- consistently generating laughs from English audiences 500 years ago.

Ultimately, the English found a less bloody way to rein in the lawyers by imposing a “loser pays” rule for their courts. The so-called “English rule” requires the loser in a law suit to pay the legal fees that the prevailing party incurs during the course of the litigation. Countries as diverse as Sweden, Australia, France, Germany, Canada, and the Netherlands employ some form of this cost-shifting rule, which traces its roots to early Roman law. Seemingly alone in the industrialized, modern world, the United States allows frivolous lawsuits to be filed and pursued with impunity.

The latest example of a lawsuit that should encourage us to reconsider the wisdom of a system that rewards those who pursue the “legal lottery” as a means to wealth comes from Texas. Wycoda Fischer tried out for a spot on the junior varsity cheerleading squad at Yorktown High School. She didn’t make the team. Now her mommy and daddy have filed a lawsuit to force the squad to make room for her.

The conflict came about after a mistake was made in the process of selecting the Varsity cheerleader squad, which was supposed to consist of eight cheerleaders. Originally, there were nine girls who had expressed an interest in trying out. After the cheerleader sponsor was informed that one of the girls had dropped out, she told the other eight girls that they had made the squad and no tryouts would be necessary. However, it turned out that the ninth girl had not, in fact, opted out of the team. In an effort to “do the right thing”, the school expanded the team to nine girls for the coming year.

So what does that have to do with the Junior Varsity cheerleading team? Nothing, according to the School Superintendent. Seven girls chose to try out for the six spots on the JV squad. Wycoda did not make it. Her parents argued that the school should simply expand the team to include their daughter. The Superintendent disagreed. So did the School Board, which voted by a 5-1-1 margin to uphold the decision of the Superintendent. Now the lawyer for the Fischer family is saying they will sue.

If the Fischer family had to calculate the potential cost of paying both THEIR lawyer AND the lawyers for the School Board, perhaps they might think twice before filing their lawsuit. It is clear that common-sense and reality are no longer enough to prevent people from using an expensive and backlogged legal system to right every wrong, real or imagined. It is time to impose some economic discipline, and even financial punishment, for those who file frivolous lawsuits. Today, the punitive costs of litigation rest heavily on the backs of those who are sued. Balancing things out with some form of a “loser pays” system would restore some much needed sanity to the process.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

I made my family disappear



I made my family disappear – Kevin from Home Alone

My parents and brothers have been in NYC since Wednesday morning so it kind of has felt like my family just disappeared.

It’s our house but it’s just me holding down the fort. It has been a nice change of pace. Of course I would prefer them being here as opposed to not being here, but it has been a nice reminder of what it’s like at college getting to go about on my own schedule and have my own space.

I’ve been the dutiful little house sitter, dog watcher, and plant waterer. I came in after my internship Wednesday and ate dinner right away (instead of waiting for it to be ready or waiting for everyone else to get home). I ate ice cream and chips. Oh snap. Made sure all the doors were locked at all times, but had my ferocious guard dogs who would sound the alarm if any intruder tried to come for me…but….one of my guard dog hears voices and often barks for no reason, hence, a handful of false alarms that sent me tiptoeing down the stairs armed with my cell phone in case I needed to call for real protection.

Silence and time alone is not scary for me and that’s held true this week. I’ve had time to just be and think – outside by the pool, in the morning when I’m waking up and starting the day, watering the flowers, walking the dogs, running ,reading, journaling. I can siiiiing and dance about and pick up my stuff when I want to. I’ve kept the place tidy – “left no trace” as my mom instructs.

I ran errands in my mom’s convertible and wore my sister’s clothes. I baked cookies and made Sangria for Fourth of July festivities, and went downtown Nashville with Jeremy and over to Clint’s for fireworks unconcerned about disturbing my peeps when I rolled in at whatever time those nights concluded.

Feels like I’ve been in the Garden of Eden when I go about watering the flowers. The past couple of days have been perfect – sunny, but not scorching, sun sparkling radiantly with a warmth that calms my heart and calls me to be still and bask in the peaceful light, topped off with a delicate breeze. So perfect.

I can’t remember the last time I was this happy, this peaceful. I’ve loved being free to move about this week on my own. And my heart feels so completely…free. And that’s made all the difference I feel.

Been trying to think of a good analogy for this week – like, I’m a tenant, this time is temporary, but soon the Master of the home will return. Good and faithful servant, you’ve been faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many. Come and share in your Master’s happiness. My parents will see that I am responsible and can function on my own (somehow it happens in college…somehow…and when I come home there’s so much I apparently need in terms of instruction on how to function). I don’t mean this in a bitter way just in a “it is what it is” shrug. But maybe this is too much of a stretch, but since I felt like I was in the Garden of Eden, made me think of how we are all God’s tenants. He has entrusted us with “talents,” blessings, people in our life to love, and can glorify Him in the way we respond to His outpouring of love. Sometimes we do carry gifts as if they’re burdens…a line in a song I love. But God shows up and changes everything.

Turnin' molehills into mountains
Makin' big deals out of small ones
Bearing gifts as if they're burdens
This is how it's been
Afraid of coming out of my shell
Too many things I can't do too well
Afraid I'll try real hard
And I'll fail
This is how it's been
Till the day You pounded on my heart's door
And You shouted joyfully
You're not a slave anymore!


You're free to dance
Forget about your two left feet
And you're free to sing
Even joyful noise is music to Me
You're free to love
'Cause I've given you My love
And it's made you free
I have set you free!


I’ve felt this so much this week. “I’ve given you my love and it’s made you free.”

Yesterday, we celebrated the anniversary of our country’s freedom – but far better is the freedom in Christ. The chains are gone, we have been set free.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

MY SISTER, NATALIE RENFRO, & MIKE MOROSI ARE ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!













Grateful

For the joy of human love,
brother, sister, parent, child,
friends on earth and friends above,
for all gentle thoughts and mild;
Lord of all, to thee we raise
this our hymn of grateful praise.


I've never had a problem being sentimental so here I go.

I am BLOWN AWAY & humbled by the love and support my friends and family have shown me this week. There are times in everyone's lives when they wonder who really cares about them, and God has shown me in really big ways this year - through a very difficult time and through a very joyful time - who He has given me to share His love, the giving and the receiving. I shared the joy of my new relationship with the following people and have been affirmed, absolutely lavished with His love through them! I will forever save the messages and words of encouragement they sent me.

Megan Flynn, Brita Long, Erin Miller, Amanda Pepper, Leanna Hammett, Caren Teichmann, Lauren Huddleston, Travis Sago, Allison McFall, Jessie Dement, Chapin Hardy, Ally Parker, Jenni Asman, Nancy Demetree, Lilly Salloum, Mandy Petitt, Sarah Dial, Carrie Beth Candeto, Philipa Booyens, Emily Samuel, Kathleen Dixon, Mary Baugh, Bridgette Kelleher, Megan Hassall, Robin Warren, Natalie Renfro, & Caroline Ingram.

I thank my God every time I remember you. In my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy...it is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart - Phil. 1:3-4,7

I am so grateful for your love.